To most of you getting your heart broken in love is probably one of the worst experiences in life. It is the exit of someone who meant a lot to you. And once you've made place for someone in your heart and your life, letting go of them is probably one of the most difficult things; and you find your happily ever after turning into a happily never after.
But according to me, they are not the only relationships that break you when they fall apart. What about your friends? Is it really possible to say good-bye to them? Is it really possible to accept that they are not a part of your life anymore? According to me, losing them hurts just as much, if not more. And you know what hurts even more than that? When it's not your friend but your best friends involved.
You know what is stupid about girls like me? Apparently, 'happily ever after' is not the only mistaken belief we hold onto. There is also 'best friends forever'. And you know hat happens when we make friends with those who dont believe in the same principle as you? That's right. You get your fragile little heart broken.
So that my friends is the story of my life. These friends I talk about were so close to me that I couldn't even imagine life without them. I couldn't imagine getting through half day without talking to them. I couldn't imagine that that there would be a day when they'll have no idea about what is going on in my life. And while I had them, I believed that no force in the world could take them away from me.
When I look back I can hardly believe the kind of faith I had in my friendship. The truth is I barely know anything about their lives anymore. And what's worse is I don't know the persons they have turned into. When I look at them, I crave to see glimpses of who they used to be. And I manage to dissapoint myself every single time.
They say- what doesn't break you makes you stronger. Well I know that it has affected me deeply and made me feel more helpness and miserable that I ever have. But at the same time it has made me realise that so may be all friends are not going to be there forever. I still love them a lot and will always be there for them when they need me. Till then I'm going to stop making place in my heart for those who don't have place in their heart for me :) .
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I hope the ppl 4 whom u've written dis or is meant 2 be for , read it without u having 2 tell them that.If they realize the same thing, if they feel the same, then they still hav bits of their older selves left in them. Atleast the girl....